15/8/20

I started walking into a room with Oli P, Peter C, James O, Atticus B & more after I've been drinking.

They asked if I was alright because I've fallen down and hurt my head and been talking to myself in the mirror.I don't believe them and go to check in the mirror (fireplace mirror like in 54 Cheviot lounge) but in a bathroom and I have scars/scabs over my scalp, forehead and cheek. (I was a bit younger and in a suit)

I watch a video of John Terry doing the same as me, infront of a sky bacgkround, with three subtitles infront, one single yellow line moving right, a few sets of white texts moving right, and another line of white interlinked boxes also moving right slightly faster behind. (bit Jack Stauber/VHS/miniDV style)

A girl comes into the room after breaking up with her boyfriend who leaves on a bike from outside the doorway around to the right and out the door.

Clearing the floor of a room with Hannah, sweeping the dust with my hands through a thick waled/tufted carpet. The dust getting stuck in the fat tufts.

Flicking through multiple gold oval shaped gold standing picture frames, hinged together into a book of them (like below but tackier). More people are revealed each time and Hannah knows a lot of them.

Flicking through small advent-like booklet, numbered from 1-12, then jumps to 54 & 55 which are both crossed out.

Charcoal drawings on a coffee table that I position over one another after looking through them.

Ahole and Mum sat around a table conversing, I go to make tea round the corner by the sink and dip my foot in some water. Later I notice that my foot has turned brown/stained from it. I say about their abomination and he asks about some sexual reasoning/questioning I had previously stated.

Further Terry inspiration for more fully realised version:

original charcoal sketch +other minor ones that aren't perfect: