16/4/19

I want to brick him into the house

First I was reorganising lots of peoples rooms to help

Two men were wiring a house with explosives and I managed to stop him, disarming bomb after bomb hidden in place after place and object after object, many wires to trip over- one of them turns into dad who continued to admit he’d raped someone when he was 19 and was trying to kill us, snapping Ellen’s arm when she was stretching (saying you’ve experienced 90% of real sex but you’ve experienced 0% of rape) - once I’d defused the bombs and blocked him into a corner he kept pushing everything away to try and get to me before this point

Manage to run away and a man walks past me with a huge washer and I search for more along corridor in baskets in My station recurring part of getting a tube in the big spaghetti junction esque complex

Returning home I wake up and Eli has let dad into the house because he “hurt his foot and he couldn’t turn my dad away”

After I walk past the house again and call mum breaking down and crying, saying I want to brick him into the house